Eyes made open

I have come to realize that my life means nothing if I don't live it for God. Without him I have an emptyness, a hole in me. I hate being caught up in the temptations of this world. It is about time I stand up against evil and tell him I will not take his crap anymore. God has shown me that there is more to my life. I need to be living for God and trying to save as many people as I can before it is time. I know that he will come soon and I can't wait. I used to be scared of his comming and I still am. Not knowing if I have done all I can do or if I did the right things but I learned today that instead of worrying how about I actually do what I should so I don't have to worry, God gave me a concence for a reason. To tell me when I am doing something I shouldn't be and I need to start paying attention to it. I am tired of having my eyes blinded by the evil of this world. I pray to Jesus that he opens my eyes and strengthings me for what is to come. I want to fight in this war on Jesus side taking down evil! I will live for God and only God. I am nothing without him, and I need to be more confident about him, I need not to worry what others think because what's it going to matter. Someone might see me and actually find hope if I show God through me. I have got to be a better more spirtual person. It is time to CHANGE!!!

July, 27th 2011

Well it's about 8:42 where I am at and I just woke up and had breakfast. I am so tired but I can't fall back asleep, because i causes bad habits. Well I am back from Canada. I had a blast. We went shopping, then went to Peggy's Cove, then Mahome Bay the town of churches! It was soooo funn! The only thing that I don't like is the fact that everyone there eats sea food all the time and I don't. I think it is nasty. So my food when we ate out wasn't the best I have had, but oh well. Another thing that went bad was the flight back, we had to leave at 4 o'clock in the morning and I tried to stay up all night but I feel asleep at 2 and woke up at 3:30. Then our flight from Toronto to Chicago got delayed, and we thought we were going to miss our flight but when we got to Chicago our flight back to Oklahoma was cancelled, and all the other flights were packed, so we were gonna have to stay the night which I didn't care but my family did. But then we found a flight to Tulsa so it all worked out. But when we got to the Oklahoma City Airport our luggage was still in Chicago. So we had to drive back up to the OKC Airport at like 9 to get our luggage. But anyways it was a crazy trip and I had loads of fun. But now it is time to get ready for school and get supplies to re-do my room! Ahh I'm excited!!! Well until next time!!!

Love, the girl behind the Jeans.

Harry Potter 7.2

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! The last Harry Potter was so good! I didn't want it to end. It wasn't anything like I expected it to be! Well I can NOT wait until it comes out on DVD so I can watch all of them in a row and just fall even more in love with it!

July 15th, 2011

Ughh so today I had to wake up really early so I could get everything I needed to get done done. Well I still have to pack because I leave for Canada tomorrow and well I haven't and I can't go anywhere until I pack and I want to go see the last Harry Potter and I want to go to youth group! I hope I get done in time! It is 11:50am and I need to be done my 2:00pm! Ah so much to do! Life needs to slow down like 20 notches! Well I also had to sell ads today for the pom squad because they are due today and well I haven't sold one yet and the two I was supposed to do cheer went to one and the other isn't in so I am screwed! Oh well life will go on! At least I hope! But it is 105 degrees outside and I had to workout in it! I thought I was going to die! Well gonna go and get my stuff done so I can go places! Goodbye, until next time.


Love, The girl behind the Jeans.